Our Home

Just wanted to let everyone know we're all still alive, minus a cat.  We moved into our new place a week ago and have been working hard to get settled in.  It hasn't been easy, lots of little roadblocks along the way.  We've had electrical, heating, plumbing, health, and even a car issues (flat tire) since the move started.  We had another cat pass away.  I have no idea how or why it happened, and she was only 6 months old.  She was playing, grooming, eating, drinking, using the litter box, and cuddling with us only a few hours before she died.  She was in my arms purring just seconds before she suddenly died.  It was traumatizing and I still try to block out the thoughts of both of our little angels who passed away because I'm not emotionally stable enough to handle it right now.  If we have any more cats die I'm going to lose my mind.  It's hard to enjoy and celebrate our new home when nothing else is going right.  But I truly am grateful to have a home, I promise.  I'm not taking it for granted, I'm just feeling depressed.  I'm sure a lot of it has to do with being 30 weeks pregnant and therefore hormonal and emotional.  I'm getting tired of being a SAHM already but maybe that's just because we aren't settled into our home yet and it's been difficult taking care of my son with every room full of boxes and without a lot of furniture available.

Hubby and I are in desperate need of a date.  I miss him dearly.  We hardly see each other anymore between moving, sleeping, and him working all the time and I would love nothing more than to go out to dinner and to the movies (Breaking Dawn 1, specifically) with him while having someone babysit Ricky.  If I could ask for one thing from Santa it would be that.

I'm sorry if it seems like every post is just one long complaint.  I'm sure I'll have something nice to blog about soon.  Ricky's birthday and Christmas are both coming up, hopefully those are both happy events for our family.

Here are a few pictures: