Sometimes life is too hard and I just want to cry. I just got over being really sick with a sore throat and a fever and then I had an allergic reaction to my antibiotics causing extreme pain in my hands and feet. So I couldn't walk yesterday without extreme pain. Today I'm experiencing one of the gross pregnancy symptoms which is altogether inappropriate to elaborate on to the public, but this particular pregnancy "symptom" also makes it very painful and uncomfortable for me to walk.. I'm still a stay at home mom, and I'm still in someone else's home. So I still have to work EXTRA hard every day taking care of my kid to keep him from getting into anything since this place isn't child proofed at all, and I just don't have it in me to work EXTRA hard anymore while feeling so miserable/uncomfortable/hormonal/pregnant/exhausted. I just want to get into our apartment- I can't stand not even having a bedroom to take my kid to so I can sit down while watching him. Life right now is just draining me. I wish stay-at-home-moms could take sick days, because (although Eric had of 3 of the last 4 days and helped me when I was the sickest) I am not feeling physically well enough to do this job by myself today and I really need a sick day.
I've been behind on my blog readings. I'm so sorry to hear about the lost of your kitty and I'm sorry that you haven't been feeling well. I'll be praying for you & your family. It's one thing to be sick & not feeling well and it's another thing not to be in your own home or your own bed when you're nor feeling well.
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for things to turn around for all of you soon.
Yes sadly us moms do not get sick days. I hope you feel better soon.
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